Right where we're supposed to be

A little over a year ago, March 2012 to be exact, we walked into a school for the very first time to pre-register our firstborn for kindergarten.  While I was excited that she had gotten into the fine arts magnet program, I was still nervous and anxious.  Kylee had been in my care probably about 99% of the time since she'd been born.  I was excited for her because I knew she was going to love school.  She had been watching schoo buses go by and asking to go to school since she was three, if not sooner.  There were times when homeschooling crossed my mind, but it was never something we truly felt called to do.  We had prayed about this.  I had prayed.  We knew in our hearts that our kids are supposed to go to public schools.  Sending kids to school takes on a whole new form of trust.  Kylee is no longer with me for six and a half hours a day.  I have to trust that God has her in the exact place she is supposed to be.  We are nearing the end of our first year of school, and I have absolutely no doubts that she is exactly where she is meant to be. 

Kylee has a teacher who is perfect for her.  She has made some pretty great friends.  She's learning so much, and reading far beyond what I ever expected.  She's learning sign language.  I have been able to get involved too.  I had no idea what these new changes would bring us.  Having a kid in school takes us into the next phase.  For nearly six years, I had been at home, and had all my kids with me.  Now one was gone much of the day.  We made a decision when Kylee was a baby that it was important for me to be home.  It was actually the best decision financially considering how expensive daycare is!  I wasn't sure how my role would change as they start heading off to school one by one.  I sometimes joke and say I look forward to the day they are all in school because I'll have a clean house for a few hours a week.  Truth is, I do look forward to in in some ways.  After this year, I've learned that I get to be involved, just in different ways.  I get to do class parties, volunteer in the classroom, meet and get to know the kids in her class, meet and get to know some of the parents, and even go on field trips.  Until a few weeks ago, I never knew how much I'd love and look forward to spending a few hours with 28 kindergarteners!  I love the hugs I get when I leave on Friday mornings.   I've gotten to help on the PTO and meet some pretty great ladies.  I love it.  I love every bit of it.  I look forward to having two there next year.  I know Elijah will do well in Mrs. Alvey's class next year. 

I love this new phase of life.  I am excited for what the future holds.  I don't want my kids to grow up so fast, but I am not afraid of this phase anymore.  I am glad to have the opportunity to be involved.   I have absolutely no doubts that this is exactly where we are supposed to be right now.

Friends ready for their art show

Serving snacks at the art show.

My favorite!